I am
in the middle of my second cycle of chemotherapy as I write this latest addition
to my blog.
Today, I felt like putting on boxing gloves and landing a hard upper cut on my opponent, breast cancer. Two
of my high school classmates reminded me on Facebook today of our old High School track coach, Neil Morgan who was a tough, but fair drill Sargent. They encouraged me by saying chemo is nothing like those brutal training sessions we experienced back in the day. This is interesting, because I was reading 1
Corinthians 9: 26-27. “Therefore,
I do not run like someone running aimlessly, I do not fight like a boxer
beating the air. 27 No, I strike a blow
to my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I
myself will not be disqualified for the prize”. Then, later in Timothy 6:12 I read, “Fight
the good fight of the faith. Take hold
of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession
in the presence of many witnesses”. God’s timing is so perfect! I really needed to hear these words
today.
The
Apostle Paul here is using the example of a runner and a boxer to represent the
Christian life. God does not want his children
to aimlessly go through life, like a boxer swinging in the air. God wants us to discipline our bodies and
minds in a way that honors Christ. Paul
was addressing the baby church of Corinth, where people were counting on some
special experience - namely, baptism and the Lord's Supper - to save them. They
looked upon these things not only as signs that they were "in" the
Christian race, but they believed these experiences guaranteed they could earn their salvation.
Many
people today have this same outlook. They look back to the fact that they were
baptized or "confirmed" at some point in their life. They look back
to a time when they felt broken or ashamed over something in their life. In the midst of that shame, they cried out to
God. For another, nostalgia draws them back to a meeting they once attended where they were asked to
raise their hand and say a prayer to invite Jesus into their heart. Being
a Christian is not merely something that happens to you, it is something that
happens in you. I have run my fair share of races in my younger
years. I understand that merely being in
a race doesn’t guarantee you will win, nor even finish strong. Paul tells the Corinthians to exercise
self-control and to run like a person who intends to win. The prize given to athletes in Corinth was a
crown made of laurel leaves. It was a
perishable prize. The reward given to a Christian however is eternal life and
it will never perish.
The
question I pose to myself and to you dear brother and sister, is how are you
running the race today? I am going
through the greatest battle of my life.
Breast Cancer is the struggle I have been handed at present. I don’t want to be swinging my fists aimlessly
at the air. When I fall, I intend to get
up and finish the race strong. I still
struggle with sin and I want to glorify God, but some days it is hard. Continuing in the struggle is where faith and
grace play a huge part. No matter how
much my body takes a beating or how easily I get discouraged, this boxer plans
to plant her feet firmly in the gospel. I
have no intention of winning second place.
I trust in my salvation and I know where my future prize lies. I believe Jesus Christ is the promised Messiah who paid to God the price of my sins through the blood he sacrificed on the cross. He died and rose in resurrected glory three days later, just as the old prophesies said he would (Isaiah 9:6-7; Ezekiel 37:1-14) This is what ignites my faith and encourages every
stride I take in the race. Not even cancer or the prospect of my untimely death
can dampen my spirit and the thrill of winning this eternal prize.
With
unfailing determination, we must run in order to receive a “crown of
righteousness which the LORD, the righteous judge, will award…on that day”
(2Timothy 4:8). God has challenged me to proclaim His truth when
he called me into the role as Teaching Director for our local Community Bible
Study in Collegeville, Pa. I intend to serve Him until I can longer fill my lungs with breath, then He he will place the
imperishable crown upon my head. I will share the gospel, the way to eternal life through Christ with anyone who will listen (or not). It is the only good news one can cling to for hope in times of trial. God's children are precious to Him and He never leaves your side. I will
continue to fight my battle, but I will also give Him glory, saying, “Thanks
be to God who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Corinthians 15:57) It may be my fight, but it is for His glory!
Know your steps are directed by the Lord.I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Dottie Young
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