Lesson From a Frog


This spring I installed a small pond with a little water-fall, with the hopes of attracting birds to my back yard.  It seemed to work.  All summer I have enjoyed sitting by the fountain watching the birds and bees come for a drink.  To my surprise, I also had a family of bull frogs take up residence.  The youngest, Kermit loves to sit in the sun and often comes out to sit near my lounge chair.  The other 2 frogs seem to be more easily startled, diving into the murky water as soon as anyone comes near.  Kermit however seems prepared for my arrival and chooses not to be anxious over it.  Who would have thought this little frog would teach me a powerful lesson. 


Over the past few months, I have had to deal with the uncomfortable side effects of my chemotherapy.  After each treatment, I can expect 3-4 days of pain and nausea.  I retreat under the covers of my bed, trying to prepare for the pain and not fret too much when it comes.  It got me thinking, what is the difference between preparing for suffering and fearing it? The answer came through the scriptures.  

In 1 Thessolonians 3:2-4 Paul said the following:  We sent Timothy, who is our brother and co-worker in God’s service in spreading the gospel of Christ, to strengthen and encourage you in your faith, so that no one would be unsettled by these trials. For you know quite well that we are destined for them. In fact, when we were with you, we kept telling you that we would be persecuted. And it turned out that way, as you well know.

The Apostle Paul wanted his Christian brothers and sisters prepared for suffering, so that their faith wouldn’t falter when the pain arrived. Aha!  There is my answer!  Preparing for suffering, minimizes our fear and helps us to keep our faith!  What a better way to root ourselves in faith than by staying grounded in God’s truth through scriptures.  What a comfort it is to know personally the Lord Jesus who is the creator and sustainer of all things.  When we know Jesus as our Lord and Savior, we do not need to fear persecution, sickness or death. 

Christ himself understands our pain.  He suffered the most gruesome death one could imagine for us so that we might live as people who are holy (Eph. 5:2–21). His sacrifice was to pay for our sins so that we can come before our Holy God.  (Heb. 9:26).  Christ was a “sin offering” offered on our behalf so that we will “not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit” (Rom. 8:4) and that “we might become the righteousness of God” (2 Cor. 5:21). As a result of Christ’s work, we can be free from our sins.  We deserved God’s divine judgement, not Christ.

But Christ had some sobering words to share with us.  Just before he commissioned and sent the 12-disciples into ministry, He spoke these words from Matthew 10:28 ” Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” I have friends and family who don’t share my faith and peace in Christ.  Some even flat out reject the Gospel, telling me I am wasting my time teaching the Bible to others.  That, more than my own suffering weighs heavy on my heart. 
The Gospel is good news and despite illness or confrontation from naysayers, I will keep proclaiming it.  Christ died for us and was raised from the dead three days later.  Christ now sits at the right hand of God, our Heavenly Father.  

Knowing Christ and living out His gospel will help us to put aside our fears as we live in a dangerous world plagued by sin.  Suffering is a part of our reality.  Knowing we will never be forsaken by our Heavenly Father should put all our fears aside.  If we abide in God’s word and lean on His grace through the work of the Holy Spirit we will not be so quick to be moved to fear and take a nose dive every time suffering comes our way.  Thank you Jesus, for facing death on the cross for my behalf.  Thank you Apostle Paul for God’s words of truth and clarity.  Thank you Kermit for the unexpected object lesson and for not fearing my presence when I join you by the pond.  



Facing Life & Death With Christ



Today I went for my third chemo treatment.  However, my white blood counts, neutrophils and platelets were critically low.  No chemo today.  This is very disappointing to hear after only 2 treatments.  The nurse gave me an injection to jump start my bone marrow into making white blood cells.  As much as I dread these treatments, I need them if I am to conquer breast cancer.  Without them, I will not survive to see my children grow up.  This is a very sobering reality. 
I walked away from the hospital discouraged, feeling defeated.  I came home, put on my pajamas and was prepared to just retreat under the covers.  Instead, I decided to prepare a devotional for the leaders of my Community Bible Study group.  I was reading from Ephesians 3:14-21.  Here is what the Apostle Paul wrote in the scriptures:

14 For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, 15 from whom every family  in heaven and on earth is named, 16 that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19 and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.  20 Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

This is one of the Apostle Paul’s most passionate prayers.  Oh, how I needed to hear these words today:  I am “filled with all the fullness of God.”  I have God’s “power at work within” me!  Despite being diseased with cancer, my body is God’s temple and he is living within me! (1 Cor 3:16).  This means I have unlimited resources at my disposal to get through any situation.  These resources come from Christ himself! 

I need to remind myself of this over and over again.  My body may not tolerate the treatments I need for a chance at life.  I may not get to see my children through high school.  I may never get to hike Snowdonia National Park in Wales.  But does any of that really matter?  I have been given full forgiveness for my sins through the death and resurrection of Christ.  I have a reservation secured for me in Heaven.  But I also have the living Christ; living in me...in the present!  For this reason, I should not be anxious about tomorrow.  No matter what life throws at me or how my body declines from cancer and its treatments, I WILL NOT lose sight of “Christ in me” (Col 1:27). 

No matter how weak I become, I will always be strong in Christ, even until death.  Instead of fretting over the what-if’s, I choose to celebrate my fullness in Christ!  So dear friends, do not let yourselves be riddled with fears, guilt or lose sleep over health, people or earthly things.  Do not worry about what is lurking around the corner.  News Flash:  we will all die one day.  So, don't waste a second.  Approach each day with the joy in knowing the living God is in you.  Take hold of the cross and don’t let it go.  It was by the cross that Christ paid for your sin, and through His resurrection, He brought joy and life into the world.  To fully understand this joy, you must have faith and trust in Christ’s atoning work on the cross.  You must trust in the Living God…. despite the evils of this world.  For one day, God promises to fully conquer evil and restore His creation (Revelation 21:4).  Please, do not wait until you are facing your own death to see the fullness of Christ living in you.  Embrace the present.  Enjoy each precious day.  If suffering comes your way, embrace it.  “…if we are to share His glory, we must also share his suffering. Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later.” (Rom. 8:16-18 NLT).  With the fullness and joy of Christ in us, we can embrace the challenges of life and give God all the glory!